Sunday, January 10, 2010

Easy?

So i'm sitting here at work trying to think of ways to get my self excited about my weight loss again. Last Friday was a crummy weigh in so I've been slightly down on myself. I know I shouldn't be but well, shit happens. So I'm trying to think of ways to get myself as excited as I was before when I first started. Perhaps incorporating some excerise would do it but I just don't have the time yet! I wanna spend every waking moment of extra time I have on my accounting course to get it finished. Once I'm done its gone, fini! I never have to spend time on it again and I'm free to excerise!
Until then I've been doing fine with my eating and moderate excerise. I have a part time job cleaning which keeps me on the go and I clean my house just about all day while the kids are up so I'm constantly on the go there to.
I think i'm bored with my diet. I mean its still hard to say no to cookies. Just today I was filling up the cookie jar at work and found one that had a broken piece off it. I was so tempted to pop that sinful piece into my mouth which would cause a terrible chain reaction resulting in many more cookies consumed...but I put it into the jar and walked away. Maybe its because I just don't feel rewarded anymore for my healthy choices.
I just feel bleh..not great but not bad either.
I need motivation people!!

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