This past week has been a roller coaster whirlwind. It started off with my violently ill and sick to my stomach. The worst part about it is that I took the brunt of it at work. Wild cramping and trips to the bathroom. I tell ya I counted milliseconds to the end of my shift.
I managed to get home ( I have no idea how) and passed out. Thank God for sisters and brother in laws whom so kindly watched my children.
I wasn't so bad the next day but my stomach has been tender since and nothing sits in it right. I always feel a little sick...it is getting better though but what a flu! So needless to say I expected a great weight loss, not that I was proud of my not eating. I tried to force myself but it was to bloody hard with how sore my stomach was. Today I even had a time. I managed to get a banana and two pieces of bacon for breakfast but that was all I could stomach.
So that was the flu.. I also got fired but not in so many words. My husband gave up the cleaning contract I managed because the manager of the place was complaining about this I had already done just because my husband wasn't in town. I don't know where he comes off at but there will be no more of that.
I also gave away my poor sweet dog. Now I can have the flu and get fired any day of the week over letting go of my dog. She was the ugliest thing in the world but she was mine....oh gosh I 'm gonna miss her.
So with all that said when I jumped on the scale this morning I weighed in at a whooping 180. No i didn't do a dance, and no I didn't scream in happyness. I just nodded my head and preceeded with my morning. Its a great loss but it also might screw me up in the weeks to come. I could be dehydrated, I could be starving for food. Who knows...I guess time will tell.
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